Right person at the wrong time or....?

So often we get confused and lost between mixed signals. Because we are all so very different. Good old Tolstoy was so right saying that there aren't two hearts beating the same way as there also aren't two heads thinking in a similar manner.

And sometimes it becomes so difficult to share your inner thoughts and feelings with someone else, someone with another view, another perspective, other fears and different dreams. How do you translate them accordingly? How can you make sure that the other one really does understand what you're feeling and saying? Hard to say. Hard, if not sometimes impossible.

And again there are moments when you simply get tired of all these and just want to give up. Put it in the back of your mind, together with other similar past failures and just leave it there, secretly hoping that it would automatically vanish in time or that somehow, at some point, you will understand what went wrong, from what moment and, most important, why. But usually these are only vain hopes. The moment remains in your memory as it is and no significant conclusion hits you afterwards, no profound change is being shaped deep inside you. And you remain the same person as before, but with more similar questions and unanswered nightmares , if that's even possible.

Life has sometimes a twisted sense of humor.